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- sort of maybe drifting back into being active about blogging a bit more? 

- have determined that indeed I am *extremely* affected by the serotonin-suppressing effects of living at elevation. Thus am planning to move as soon as I can work out the logistics and pick a lower-elevation place to go (currently approximately everywhere below 2000ft is in the running). Meanwhile trying out some supplements that preliminary research looks promising on, for mitigating the altitude effect so I can function better.

- no longer working as a bartender, now I do quality control in a machine shop. It pays much better, but I’m not so keen about the hours.

- am single after a breakup, and thoroughly hate the dating scene where I am, which is further motivation to move

- but in good things, have been playing keys in a local band with some real cool people. We’ve had a few shows, and even gotten paid (not much, but it’s still neat to actually make some money at music for the first time in ever) a few times.

Finished this pistachio wood pendulum today. 
 
A very nice heavy boi! Entirely hand-shaped and finished (well, with a dremel, but still). 

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- picked dandelion greens & baby arugula, along with some early-starting pre-established garden herbs, for to make a lunch with. Scrambled egg & veggie wrap + a salad entirely consisting of Stuff From Garden (+balsamic vinegar & a drizzle of oil for dressing, but besides that). Very yummy. 

- recorded a vocal audition track, one of two I need to do -- the other is coming soon but not yet done.

- went out and bought another aux cable to improve my jerry-rigged recording setup wherein I use my keyboard amp as a makeshift mixing board, so that I can have more options about how to do things

- refrained from being overly self-deprecating in regards to said audition track when I sent it off (a difficult instinct to overcome, I always wanna get a jump on any possible criticism by putting myself down first... but that's the opposite of helpful in audition or other job-interview-like situations where the goal is to convince people that you're Reasonably Good At Stuff)

- ran some general-life-maintenance errands such as bank and groceries

- did a badly-overdue vacuuming

- bought some books & shirts at the thrift shop, seriously considered a wall shelf thing but opted not even though that's the sort of thing I was looking for in the first place. Told myself I can afford to be picky and get one I really like, don't have to grab the first generally decent thing I spot. 

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 Went out and did some maintenance work on an old and very neglected pistachio tree. I'm working on clearing out the dead and crossed branches... lots to be done! Didn't make much of a dent today but I still went home with a good bag full o' sticks to work with. Pistachio wood is so delightful -- nice color and grain, polishes beautifully, and smells amazing. Like a cross between pine and mango. And it's a really nice wand wood too... I made one pistachio wand a while back and it quickly became a favorite. 

I'm not entirely sure yet what all I'm gonna make, but I have a few ideas. 

Found some deer bones on the way out, too -- it paid off to stop and veer off to pick up trash along the way, I never would have spotted them if I'd stayed on the path. 

Also stopped by to pick up some craft supplies out of storage, I've had the Make Stuff bug biting me lately. Got my embroidery thread and some other bits & bobs.

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 Bought a refurb iphone 8 today, with a chunk of my tax return. I'm... I'm gonna be able to actually *use apps*. That'll be cool. Gonna have to get a data plan now too, because a big part of the Point is to have a phone that can also be a GPS so that I don't have to stress out so much about trying to drive to places in other cities, but... it's probably time to get into the smartphone era for real. 

My mood hasn't been great lately. Seasonal depression's been kicking my butt, and it's not over yet but there's light at the end of that particular tunnel. Had some upsetting stuff happen which didn't help, too, but shit happens.

Put together a new tea blend recently. Or rather, finished fiddling with the ingredients and proportions, on one that's been rather tricky to sort out. Horehound is a hard flavor to balance, but I needed it in because of Reasons.

 

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Got a migraine today.

Annoying, and extra so because now that it's been... shit, almost 6 months I think? without any migraines, I'm Not Used To Them anymore. I mean, that's overall a good thing, and objectively speaking it wasn't half as bad as most of the migraines I used to get. Daith piercings FTW, best hundred bucks I've ever spent.

Yesterday I got my taxes filed, so now I'm just waiting on my refund. Probably gonna throw a chunk of it at a new phone this year. My current phone... works, in the sense of "it can send and receive calls and texts, tell me what time it is, and give me schedule reminders" but it's about 7 years old by now and, well. It's a windows phone. Enough said? Basically, I would actually like to be able to use apps occasionally, and also having a phone that doubles as a functional GPS would probably be useful once in a while?

And I'm confident that, assuming my tax refund money does actually come through this month, that I'll be able to keep up with the savings-goal regimen I've been doing despite it being a short month, hours being down a little bit at work (that being counterbalanced a bit though by the fact that bar traffic is picking up again in general, so less shifts but more customers per shift), and this also being the month I pay my car insurance.
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 I've been watching Lucifer on Netflix lately and I have two comments today: 

1) I absolutely have A Type and Tom Ellis As Lucifer fits it very neatly.
2) s3e7 is THE best filler episode I've ever seen

Ask Meme

Jan. 24th, 2019 10:08 pm
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Swiping the questions from Auntie [personal profile] cupcake_goth for old time's sake. Used to do these like this, instead of "post all the questions and then people have to bug you in the inbox", before tumblr came around. 

How old are you?
I'm 30. Nice round number. I like it.

Tattoos?
Two.
-A small airplane silhouette over my left collarbone, placed to turn my surgical scar into a contrail. Several references tied into one in that, but the main inspiration was for the Sonata Arctica song Fly Navigate Communicate, which is my favorite they've done yet. Also a reminder to keep my priorities straight -- it's more important to stay in the air and get where I'm trying to go than it is to explain myself. 
- On my right ankle, the image of a loose quartz bead. Reference to the book Neverwhere by Neil Gaiman, which literally saved my life. 

Future tattoo plans include expanding the ankle tat to include a silhouette of a fancy key, to expand upon the reference, a stained-glass style rose on my left calf, and a multi-part backpiece that extends over my right shoulder. I've also been kicking around some ideas for what to do with thigh space, and a possible idea for a small sternum tat. 

Ever hit a deer?
Nope. 

Ridden in an ambulance?
Every time I've needed medical attention that critically I've already been where I needed to be to get it, or close enough that no vehicular transport was necessary. 
(turns out I'm very sensitive to surgical anesthesia and what should be a normal dose for someone my size is, for me, an overdose requiring interventions)

Sang karaoke?
Very much. One of my favorite social activities!

Ice skated?
Used to be moderately good. No fancy tricks or anything but had good speed & maneuverability at least, and tended not to fall. That "not falling on ice" skill remains, at least, I haven't hit the ground slipping on ice in long enough that I don't even remember when the last time it happened was, and I'm certain it's been years at least. Despite living where really slick ice patches on surfaces I have to walk across occur very frequently. 

Ridden a motorcycle?
I once tried to get a motorcycle license, but what I had was really more of a motor scooter, not a proper motorcycle, and I hated it. Damn thing had NO get-up-and-go whatsoever, trying to get it moving on even a slight upslope was ridiculously impossible. 
Also once got invited to ride along on the back with a friend who rode a proper motorcycle, and that was a terrifying experience. 

Stayed in hospital?
One overnight, thanks to the aforementioned anesthesia overdose thing. Was supposed to be an outpatient surgery, but they ended up needing to keep me overnight for observation to make sure I didn't stop breathing in my sleep or something.

Skipped school?
A few times. Never got in trouble for it, but also didn't make it a habit, and was careful not to skip any classes I actually needed to show up to for tests etc. General good record worked in my favor, everyone just ended up assuming that whichever classes I'd skipped were just that the teacher botched the roll call or something. And the time I skipped a whole day I just impersonated my mom to call myself in sick, we sound so alike over the phone that even family can't tell us apart by voice.

Last phone call?
The last call I made was for a haircut appointment. Last call I received was my boss, just routine work stuff.

Last text from?
A bar regular, about someone else being a dipshit on Facebook.

Watched someone die?
No humans. Pets though, yes. And when I was about 4 years old I saw another kid fall off the swings at the park and break her neck, I never found out how she ended up faring (still wonder about that sometimes) but she was at least alive when the paramedics took her away.
That got dark. Let's lighten things up?

Pepsi or Coke?
Neither, both are gross, though I'll tolerate either for the sake of a caffeine fix if that's all that's available and I need to treat a migraine.

Favourite pie?
Blueberry. But it's gotta be my mom's blueberry, none of that oversweetened store-bought crap.

Favourite pizza? 
I can't pick a favorite pizza, the entire point of pizza is that there are so many options! 
That said, I tend to favor white sauce, and my standard Domino's order involves chicken, mushrooms, and olives.

Favourite season?
Summer, I hate being cold and I enjoy gardening. My opinions might differ if I lived somewhere with a more reasonable climate, though, where "spring" isn't just "muddy, and still cold" and "fall" isn't just "all the spiders come inside because it's cold out again already".

Broken bones?
One wrist fracture as a kid, obtained by falling off of playground equipment.

Received a ticket?
Never. I was reprimanded by cops for being in the park after dark one time, but they let me and my friends off with a warning. Never got caught at any of my other minor illegal activities, though I did have some very close calls that illustrate the value of a good poker face and a calculated bluff.
...of course if you mean like CONCERT tickets... I've had my fair share of those

Favorite color?
The blue/purple/red range.

Sunset or sunrise?
Both are lovely, but my current work schedule and also general sleep-time preferences put me solidly in the sunset camp, for what I actually am awake to see on any kind of regular basis.
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 my hand holding a container of PINK pigment, fingernails painted using it

I've wanted to do this thing since the whole Art Feud kicked off in the first place. But international shipping and currency conversion sucks, so I didn't order PINK (and the others) til I discovered there's now US distribution. But yeah, first thing I did with the stuff was mix it into a clear nail polish to get this fab mani. 

And seriously, I don't think I can adequately express how happy I am to have a hot pink nail polish that has no cool undertones whatsoever. My very warm-undertoned (despite being pale AF, yes this combo makes matching foundation tricky) skin can now not clash with hot pink! 

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Stuart Semple

Aw. Yiss. Motherfuckin’ COLOURIEST COLOURS.

I have already started the process of adding a bit at a time and letting it mix in, to make Pinkest Pink nail polish. It’s not up to Final Saturation yet, but it’s getting there. Yes, I know it’s not a cosmetics-grade pigment. But it IS non-toxic and therefore I figure safe enough considering that nail polish doesn’t even qualify for “non-toxic” rating anyway. I promise not to sue Stuart if I get weird fingernail cancer or something.

And here’s a comparison of BLACK vs. cheap black craft paint (yeah I did a lousy job of the painting, I kinda was trying to work fast because I forgot that stuff packaged at low elevation tends to explode a little when opened at high elevation and I didn’t want the big ol’ paint glop that escaped tube containment to dry out unused).

abstract design in black on cardboard, showing two different black paints on different parts of the design

I’ll do a comparison with my (other) good art paints if anyone’s interested, but yeah, that is one black-ass black.
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Added some hidden pockets to my denim jacket today. I'm not totally done but when I am I'll have two inner pockets on each side -- one large, harder to get into sneaky-like to retrieve stuff but easier to get into sneaky-like to deposit something, and one small, some sacrifice of sneakiness factor for putting stuff in (and not hugely better sneakiness of retrieval), but far easier to retrieve stuff out of without actually having to take off the jacket. The larger pocket also serves a structural purpose and keeps the lapel piece in place better so I won't have to spend so much time re-ironing it every time I wash this dang thing.

So now I can go to rock shows/nightclubs/whatever and have a little spot to stash some cash, my ID, and a chapstick where I don't have to worry about carrying a bag OR getting pickpocketed. And I can sneak a snack or two in to a movie even if I decide I don't wanna carry a purse (seriously, fuck concession-stand prices).

Also got a good amount of practice at hand-sewing rolled hems and doing hidden stitches for this project -- from the outside, it's impossible to tell that anything's been sewn in, and all the edges on the pocket fabric are finished with rolled hems to avoid fraying issues.

Fabric is pieces from a Crown Royal bag, I have a truly stupid amount of those since at work they just get thrown away if I don't take them and I hate the idea of letting perfectly good fabric go to waste like that.
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 An intense desire to Make A Thing happened tonight. The trouble was, The Thing needed to be A) not too complicated (lest my generalized Failure Anxiety kick up) B) complicated and/or fiddly enough to remain Interesting C) not something I've been doing much of very recently (so no working on my knitting or crochet projects, no making oil blends) D) a thing that would produce a tangible and durable result (not food, food gets eaten too quickly) and E) something that I felt like I could maybe finish within a few days. Yay for brain gremlins right?

Started out on "maybe I'll finally mix up the lampblack ink I've been saving soot for", but then I couldn't find my arabic gum. I know I have some. I know it's somewhere in this house. But I looked three times in all the likely places, and at least once in several unlikely places, and it hasn't turned up. 

Ended up having a few swigs of rum to take the edge off perfectionist anxiety and then picking up an old, old project that I haven't hardly touched since high school. A little box, on which I was drawing some sorta tribal-style abstract stuff in sharpie, with the added challenge that I'm trying to make all the lines match up between the lid and the main box no matter which direction the lid gets put on, without having it be remotely symmetrical. 

I did not finish it. Not even particularly close. But it has more swirly bits on, primarily over the fiddly part where I have to keep track of the matching. And I think I finally have an idea what color to paint in the background with once it's done being designed. 

Good Things

Jan. 9th, 2019 12:38 pm
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- the radio at work has all the good tunes on today

- my bff got me a sweet eyeshadow palette for xmas (yes, we ended up being late about exchanging gifts)

- my CultureHustle order is expected to be delivered on Friday and I am EXCITE! Pinkest Pink, come to me baby! and also ECO FRIENDLY GLITTER (whaaaaat, IKR, but seriously).

- the pizza-by-the-slice place down the street from my work does monthly special pizzas and this month is CRAB RANGOON PIZZA and it is. So good.
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I was making an order on Specialty Bottle for a stock-up on those little 1-dram oil vials and also I needed one roll-on bottle and a few other small witchy-shit containers, when the Small Nope Voice poked me to order one 8oz square tin along with the other stuff.

I had no idea what I needed it for but when the Small Nope Voice tells me to add something to an order I’m making anyway that’s only gonna cost me a whole extra 98 cents, there’s not much reason for resisting. Even if it feels like a “you’re really gonna be glad if you get this” rather than “you absolutely critically need this and nothing else will do and no you can’t wait til the next time you make an order while you figure out what it’s for”.

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 Made my first infused honey today. Been thinking about it for a while, finally got supplies and did the thing. Birch and lavender, and oh goodness it's tasty! I think it needs one more ingredient to really round the flavor out, but I'm not sure what just yet. I'm leaning towards something earthy and dark, but I'll have to think about it while enjoying this batch. Maybe just manuka honey for a base instead of the cheap clover honey. No way I was gonna risk wasting my good manuka on a test batch that might not have turned out well, shit's expensive! But now that I know I can make a good infused honey, it might be worth doing. On the other hand though, the manuka's already just super delicious, and if I can get the final kind of flavor I'm after by just adding a third ingredient instead that would definitely be a less expensive thing. 

Even so, this is already just so yum. Been enjoying it on fresh baking powder biscuits this evening that my boyfriend made while I did the honey.
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 Posted over some stuff from my witchy tumblr sideblog today. I back-dated them so as to avoid flooding people's dashboards with those posts, but if you're interested in some of my better original-content witchy mutterings go ahead and scroll back. I've tagged it accordingly as well, with "witchcraft" and "repost from tumblr".
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 - I got several pairs of very nice wool-blend hiking socks from my family for Christmas gifts (I don't really hike much, but the hiking socks are the comfiest anyway)
- and also a jar of saffron
- there was not absurd drama at the family thing, and my sister's cat is adorable & Soft
- my supplies orders arrived, so I can now do the concocting that I was waiting on those supplies for

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 Put that oil together last night. It was very well-received, and I even came real close to re-creating the scent of his favorite cologne that's discontinued. I think to really catch the last of it I'd need at least one scent I don't have and am not familiar enough with to know what it is... though from my understanding of things that are common in perfumery (and what tends to be in scent blends for men vs. for women) I can make a sort of... educated guess at narrowing down the options, and conveniently a few of the things I'm considering are on my list of oils I'd like to obtain at some point anyway. Maybe next time he needs a refill I'll be able to get an even closer mimic. 

He had a recipe he'd put together himself that sort of vaguely approximated something in the same general ballpark, which I used as a base guideline, but i was able to sniff at his almost-out bottle of the actual cologne and improve upon the recipe, and it's much closer now. Still imperfect, but closer. Needed myrrh and geranium, and a little more of a few of the middle notes.  

Got my gift for the secret-santa exchange I'm participating in mailed out. A bit later than I'd hoped to, but it's done now! 

And I got paid today, went to the bank to make my deposit, and have hit the Savings Account Milestone that I'd aimed to hit by the end of the year! Woohoo, goal achieved! No more paychecks til next year, so I kinda just barely pulled it off, but I still DID THE THING. 

And tomorrow I get to spend some good time with friends and pizza and hot buttered rum and Cards Against Humanity, which I'm quite looking forward to. 

Oh, AND I found a source for some benzoin resin at a reasonable price, that had a few other odds and ends I wanted and could combine shipping on. It's been a good day.

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 I've been asked to concoct recipes for a body- and then a face-moisturizing oil for someone with acne-prone, sensitive skin that gets irritated really easily and ping-pongs between dry & flakey and oily depending apparently on the aspects of the Fuck You asteroid to the planets. This is... really not gonna be difficult considering I've been given a set of 11 base oils and a whole crapton of essentials to work with, but is gonna take some researching. 

While I'm at it I might just concoct a new face oil for myself, I've been using a fairly good natural-based commercial moisturizer, and it's quite acceptable, but it's not as good as my old sweet almond & jojoba blend. 

Incense-blend project's been coming along, but I'm kind of stalled out on the latest blend I'm wanting to put together. It needs something else added, but I'm not sure what. Might be something I don't have on hand though, which... makes trying to guess a little extra tricky. I'm thinking it's resinous so that narrows it down, I'll get there eventually. It's a Samhain blend though so I've got a good while to get that one finalized before I'll actually want to use it for Purposes. Honestly I probably should be working on an Imbolc blend instead to get ahead of what's coming up next, but I had a bunch of ingredients on hand I wanted to put in the Samhain blend so it was easy to get a good start on. 
Also bought some small amounts of Amber and Copal resins this morning for extra options. Wanted to get some Benzoin on the suspicion that it *might* be what my Samhain blend needs, but none of my usual suppliers for things of that nature have any in stock, so I'm gonna have to go poking around some other sites. 

Paid a long-overdue visit to my crack dealer (chiropractor, I mean my chiropractor) this morning, and I'm feeling... well, kinda sore, but also like my head turns properly again so that's an overall benefit, and the sore will ease up reasonably fast. 

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two books. Pestlework by Bree NicGarran, and Llewellyn's Complete Formulary of Magical Oils by Celeste Rayne Heldstab 
Neeeewww books! I’ve given them both a flip-through and I think they’re both going to end up being quite useful for me.

I wrote up reviews but did A Stupid in trying to format and accidentally deleted them, and don’t have brainpower for rewriting the whole thing. The TL;DR was basically Pestlework is fab and I uncritically recommend it to anyone who wants to make magical powders to boost their spellwork, beginner or advanced practitioners alike (though the oils section feels a bit like an afterthought and is much less thoroughly-explained, the powders section justifies the cost of the book on its own). Magical Oils is… sorta ok, but contains multiple uses of “g*psy” as well as kiiinda being culturally-appropriative in places (voodoo & chakras). The recipes aren’t as easy to follow nor as well-explained in purpose, but there are a lot of them and if you like having a ton of options like I do, that’s a major plus. I probably wouldn’t particularly recommend it for new beginners just because I feel like it would be unnecessarily confusing with both the strange way they’ve done they recipes and the lack of explanation of each formula, and I can’t recommend it uncritically for more advanced practitioners either due to the casual slurs and appropriation, but if you can read it with discernment it’s quite likely you can find a decent amount of valuable information nonetheless. I’ll definitely use it as a reference but I suspect I’m probably gonna mostly use it for concept-inspiration rather than following the recipes exactly.
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 Work kinda sucked, but I got some good stuff done afterwards! Picked up both my DVD's and the fiber-optic tree I salvaged from a dumpster a few years ago out of storage, got the next bit of my bookshelf reorganized, also did my headboard and put the tree up. 

A small fake holiday tree with fiber optic lights on a wood shelf which also contains various small knickknacks. There's a large exploding-TARDIS poster on the wall behind it.

Gosh this looks so much better than the previous mess I had up there! No idea why someone threw that tree away, it's in perfect shape and was even in its box and everything. But I'm not gonna complain about finding a free holiday tree that's just the right size for my space.

I also finalized the two incense blends I was working on and made up a larger batch of the Yule blend, and gathered more juniper to use for the cleansing blend as well.

Wishing the rest of my room looked as good as the bits of it I've gotten around to, but I'll get there if I don't run out of steam halfway through... and heck, even if I DO run out of steam before finishing, at least the overall total organization level will be better than it was before. 

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